I give up, today is the last time I will try to fix anything because I can’t wait for something that isn’t going to happen. Ill just suck it up like I always have and put on my fake smile. Back to bottling everything up and keeping to myself. I’ve gotten used to the depression and the least I can do it stop it from effecting the people around me cause all ive ever really cared about was others feelings, its too bad people dont care about mine. I always thought that if you loved someone you would be with them and do anything for them but that isnt the case nowadays, no one cares about love, its all about money and personal belongings
I want to meet someone that actually loves me for me because I am sick of thinking about her. She doesnt want me or care anymore. I think the part that hurts the most is knowing that the person you gave your heart to doesn’t give 2 shits about you and probably didnt in the first place if it was that easy to walk away.